I feel a bit bitter this evening as I look around at pics of people I know. It seems the only way I see things happening is if I'm just luckey to over hear the right thing at the right time. Wow how sad is it that I am sitting here feeling sorry for myself when I should just not be sweating the small stuff. But in a way it's not soo small. I know the same people. I think of them often yet they think not of me. Am I just feeling sorry for myself? It seems so but then those same people are like "Oh you missed it, you should have been there." Well why did you not invite me then? Oh well. I do not have a car and noone feels like driving round to pick me up either. Done with this, I need a change of pace. A new gathering. I need to leave this behinde and go elsewhere.